Monday, March 2, 2009

It's On

Surgery is scheduled for this Friday. I'm going between excited (excited about having your insides scraped out with a laser? Leave it to an Infertile), apathetic (the dark side of my brain telling me it might not make a bit of difference and is a waste of effort and cash), and scared (OMG I'm having SURGERY--Ack!). I'm also dreading a little bit going back to that hospital. The hospital where I had my D&C. It does not hold the best memories for me. But, luckily, this is at least one small step forward and with my new doctor, I feel like I'm in such good hands. Maybe this will be the beginning of something. At the very least, it will hopefully give me some relief from the painful periods and ovulation that I have been experiencing. I know Endo can grow back, but one thing at a time. That is my new mantra. 

Will have my pre-op appointment with Doctor Wonderful tomorrow and I'm sure we'll go over my labwork at that time, too. Eek. 

Wish me luck!

4 comments:

Good Egg Hunting said...

I can completely relate to your emotions about your surgery. I am having an operative hysteroscopy later this month to remove scarring from my D&E and feel exactly the same mix of feelings. I truly hope that Friday goes completely smoothly for you and that it makes a huge different in your pursuit of treatment! I just keep reminding myself that someday this will all be worth it....

Peeveme said...

Hope everything goes smoothly. Will be thinking of you and looking for an update.

luna said...

best of luck frenchie! surgery can be so nervewracking. wishing you the best result!

p.s. still miss you on twiiter -- never got any reply and not sure why we can't be friends!

Tiff said...

Best of Luck, girlie!!! I hope it goes well, and give us an update when you can!!!