Monday, April 6, 2009

Funk It

I am in a funk at the moment about all things fertility. 

Other than that I'm pretty happy.

Well. Mostly. 

I am really loving being a mom. 

I am not so much loving other stuff. 

I can't go into it right now.

And I don't think last month's normal 28 day cycle was luck finally turning my way. I feel like I'm about to get my period again and it's another shortie cycle.  We have not made any headway on fertility treatments. I think we were hoping the surgery/thyroid treatment would turn things around.

But I don't have a lot of time to waste any more on a "wait and see" attitude.

Blechh. Blah. Ugh. Gah!

Coming up on my 3-year anniversary of losing my one and only pregnancy. 

Whatever.

3 comments:

Just me said...

I'm feeling the EXACT SAME WAY lately. :(

Do you see the doctor soon re: your surgery and it's results?

Sorry you're in a funk, but I'm glad you updated. I've missed your posts!!!

Kami said...

A couple of weeks behind, but funky here too. I blame the whether.

Lori said...

Somehow I missed this. How are you feeling now?

Thinking of you as you commemorate your loss, Frenchie.

XO.